Why can’t you just go away… i want desperately to forget you. Forget everything. Sometimes it’s easier to forget the words you said or the things you did… but for some reason the memory of how i felt during those moments won’t go away. 

I wish i didn’t miss you so damn much… i mean, come to think of it… we barely knew each other… it was an insignificant amount of time compared to anything else. Yet, i fucking miss you and it sucks it’s the worst feeling. I just… sometimes i wonder why… but i know i’ll never find the answer.